because i believe in myself, no matter what i go through i can still smile through the pain. im not beautiful for just my looks, but my heart. i have a heart of gold, im truly a honest/caring/loving/sweet person. i dont ever try to be something im not, i am myself 100% of the time.
i think my problem is, that i accept everyone except myself. me praying-to-be-happy-again (via praying-to-be-happy-again)

(via ataar)


I try not to burden others with the thoughts that are slowly killing me.


It’s so true.. :’( on We Heart It.


It’s so true.. :’( on We Heart It.

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The loneliest moment in someones life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly. F. Scott Fitzgerald (via itsmicca)

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I couldn’t follow the ‘rules’ of being a lady. I’m sorry that I fell in love with you before you could fall in love with me. I’m sorry that I didn’t know how to play hard to get. I’m sorry that I wasn’t mysterious enough.

I’m sorry that I was ‘nice.’ I’m sorry that I was ‘kind,’ that I was unable to playfully hit you. I’m sorry that I was too honest, that I didn’t know how to keep secrets from you. I’m sorry that I was considerate. I’m sorry that I cared about your needs more than I did with mine. I’m sorry for the time when I adjusted my schedule just so I could come out and support you when you asked me to. I’m sorry that I didn’t set many boundaries because I trusted you. I’m sorry that I love you as if I’ve never been hurt.

I’m sorry that I was sensitive. I’m sorry that I had to take a minute or two to digest your sarcasm. I’m sorry that I cared about you more than I should. I’m sorry that I cared to the point where I over-analyzed the details just so I knew how to not hurt you. I’m sorry that I wasn’t strong enough to handle my emotions. I’m sorry that I was willing to take extra steps to love you like how I wished you could love me. I’m sorry that I was willing to face my fears for you.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t change. I’m sorry that I like being that way, even though it has brought me nothing but pain.

Remy Raine (via remyraine)

just a thought.


just a thought.

(Source: qolx)

I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish I’ll be your fantasy
I’ll be your hope I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need
I’ll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
‘cause I’m counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

I want to stand with you on
a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
pleasure and the certainty
That we’re surrounded by the
comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

Savage Garden (via lexipoo)

My Love,

To say that I loved you with all my heart wouldn’t suffice. Over the time that I’ve had the privilege of getting to know and grow close to you I’ve discovered a happiness that I never knew existed. From the moment I saw you I knew that I wanted you to be a part of my life. From the very moment I spoke to you I was captivated by your smile, to the point that I couldn’t stop blushing.
How can I describe how you make me feel? When I’m with you everything in the world seems perfect. When you hold me in your arms, nothing can hurt me. When you say goodbye to me, I can’t wait until the next day, because each moment away from you feels like an eternity.
Every time I kiss you, feel your embrace and tell you “I love you”, my feelings for you grow even stronger. I now truly know that I can never love anyone as much as I love you, and unless you look into my heart you’ll never understand how incredible you are, how lucky you make me feel nor how much I love you.
To say that I am privileged to be by your side would be an understatement. I’m honoured and blessed to have you in my life, and I promise you that I’ll always adore you, I’ll always be faithful and loyal, I’ll always be by your side, and I’ll always be this good looking forever.
You’re more precious to me than anything in the world because you give my life meaning, direction and purpose. To even think that not having you in my life was a possibility still frightens me, because you’re my everything, not having you by my side would take away my reason for living.
Never forget that I will always be there for you, I will always protect you and I will always love you “no matter what”. How can I express how much happiness you bring into my life, how much I love you, how much you mean to me, when there are no words to do my feelings justice?
Honestly I can’t. But what I can say is that you’ll always be mine, I will always be by your side and nothing will ever keep me apart from you. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. And even though I will never find those words to truly express what I feel for you, I want you to know that I’ll always love you “to the moon and back” with all my heart.

Love now and always,

The Lover of the Light. (via storieshavelessons)